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This came during one of my sits (hesychia, meditation, journeying).  If certain lines or words strike you as different than your thinking, to truly understand what is meant here please don’t just read it, feel it. For me this requires the growth pain of being able to see multiple perspectives (even apparently contrary ones) simultaneously. As they say in O.T.O., “this is blasphemous” (in the sense that when you cast love pearls before those who would quickly misinterpret and judge without truly understanding, it’s a waste).  I too am swine, but I offer this forward in surrendered respect to my inner guidance which has told me to live my prayer (so to speak) more publicly instead of continuing to hide in my privacy.  I offer this to you with devotion and with love. — Maya-G

I’ve added my drawing – which may help the text make sense – below the text.

These are all related:  numbers - God - crop circles - Creation -
sacred geometry - cymatics - Love (the Love of God, of Creation) -

Numbers ARE creation.

Ain, Thinking Mind (Kether, God), The Word of God - 0, 1, 2.
Pulse 1 - circle.  Pulse 2 - circumpunct, vesica pisces.  Pulse 3 -
wave (as we know it, spiral, spin.  Pulse 4 - tetrahedron, creation
in 3D 'reality' as we know it.  Cymatics - at higher frequencies
coherences of form become more complex and appear-ant (visible to our
senses).  With the correct frequency one can render a tetrahedron in
the sand on the cymatics metal plate.  With the correct combination
of frequencies one can render the same shape as a Sunflower.

Creation happens this way.  The circle, double circle, triangle,
tetrahedron, thought coheres this way. Then more frequency, then more
form, coherence, light, atoms, etc.  Creation is the product of sound
(wave), the Word of God, vibrational dynamics.

There is no difference between solid matter and thought.  They are both
made up of vibrational dynamics.

The only difference between thought and solid matter is frequency.

The only difference between Us and God is frequency.  We are a coherent
thought of God.

This is how Will manifests into 'reality' - this is how alchemy happens.
Frequencies cohere into form.

(Practical example - a thought in one mind gets spoken - transmitted
through sound vibration - into the mind of another - electronic pulses.
As these memes (coherences) get vibration added to them in the form of
action they take shape as 'reality'.  Action is motion.  All motion is
combinations of vibration.)

This is how Will manifests into 'reality' - this is how alchemy happens.
Frequencies cohere into form.

Emotive vibrations (frequencies) are more powerful than simple thought
forms (vibrations, frequencies).

Thus one can change reality with a (sufficiently powerful) coherent
emotional thought.

(However most thought is not disciplined or coherent, often it is self-
contradictory.  For example, "I am broke I want to experience easy
abundant resources."  This is a dual phrase with 2 directly opposing
vibrations, so they cancel each other out.)


Thoughts operate no differently than chemistry. You're literally
imbuing a substance - our 3D dimension - with a coherent thought
form.  As you add one combination of vibrations to another
combination of vibrations, chemical reactions occur.  In the same
way, if you introduce 2 chemicals, they will interact (their
vibrational dynamics will imbue each other, thus creating a
'chemical reaction'.)  Two hydrogen atoms together with one oxygen
will, given the right heat and pressure (more kinds of vibration),
combine to form another 'reality substance' - water.  Reality which
did not exist before suddenly is 'apparent' (appears, to our scale
of perception).

Creation IS chemistry.

Numbers ARE reality, they directly describe the thinking mind of
God and how this became matter, creation, reality as we perceive it.


LOVE IS vibration, vibration is love.  For each time you hear the
word 'vibration', hear the word 'love', or each time you hear the
word 'Love', hear the word 'Vibration'.

We were created in Love.  Love is vibration, we were a product of
vibration, rendered into coherent form of vibration.  We are made from
love, made of love, made in Love. God "loves" us, literally.
Vibration. He vibrations us into existence.  Vibration that coheres
into a specific form, a specific direction, is called 'Will'. In
Genesis, God Wills us into existence.  Desire, Do what thou wilt.
Will.  "Do what thou Wilt shall be the whole of the law; Love is the
law." As above, so below.  As an artist, as a hand of God, you create
from your love, you Will things into creation.

"Love is the law."  Love (vibration) cohere's into Will.  Will begets
vibration (more Love) into form (Genesis - Eve was born of the rib of
Adam).  "Love is the law, Love under Will."  Once Will is coherent,
Love (vibration) can act in service to Will.  And vice-versa.

Will IS love.  Will is a coherent vibration, Will generates (vibrates!)
a vibration.  Love, desire, Will.  This vibration, commingled with
other vibrations (thoughts, loves), coheres, spins.

3 is spin.  3 is a 2-dimentional representation of a 3 dimensional
wave form, the spinning finger in the air representing the shape of
a spring.  That is 3.

4 IS the tetrahedron.  4 and tetrahedron are the same.

Numbers are God are Creation are Reality.  Numbers are a
universal language with which we can communicate.

0 - Dark, stillness, nothingness.  Ain.  In this sense, 0=1.
Everything and nothing.  The un-name-able.  God here means
Ain, omnipresent, omniscient, omnipotent God of fullness
and of formlessness.  No mind.

1 - Circle.  Everything as 1.  Singular. Pulse, everything.
Uni-Verse.   One Song.  One vibration.  Frequency of 1.
Solitary. Awareness of alone-ness. Holy spirit. First
derivation of God as a coherence; The Thinker. The point
from which thought can emanate. First primary pulse, the
place from which thought can emerge.

2 - Circumpunct. Coherent aspect of 'God' (Kether) within
and of Ain.  I am that I am.  1 + 1 = 2; "I am the Alpha (first
one, alone one) and the Omega (the Everything)."  Rhythm.  Will for
other, for experience, for the eyeball to see itself. God here
is Thinking Mind, conscious creating One within Everything.

3 - Triangle, thought (wave), vibration, other, something begotten
of me but not me; if Ain = Holy Spirit, 3=Son, progeny. Light (wave).

4 - Tetrahedron.  Like dual cell division.  3 and 4 happen together,
just like in a cell division.   Adamantine particle. Coherence.
4 is the first time 3D takes form. Triangle is only 2D, a plane.
4 is tetrahedron, it is the 3D.

5 - forth dimension, star - star is the shape seen in 2D shadow when
double tetrahedron is shown at a specific angle.

6 - hexagram, ...

Crop circles (the ones validated with node elongation and electro-
magnetic energy influences) started out as 0, 1, then as 2, then as
3 and 4.  It's a language, it communicates awareness of Creation, of
Love, of benevolence.

God IS the numbers.

Crop circles started out as sacred geometries literally representing
Creation, literally showing us who we are and how we came to be.
This is the basis of language.  The language and the numbers and the
concepts were all the same.  (See also, Hebrew, gematria, numbers and
letters are the same.)

Numbers and sacred geometry and Creation ARE God (and products of
God, and tools God uses, but also God itself).

At our coherence, at our scale (combination of vibration) we could
not render God because we are Of god, and have more vibrational
coherence.  To be capable of rendering God (vibrating as 0) we would
BE God (vibration 0), thus cease to exist (in the form of experience
we call 'reality').

But we can 'know of' God; meditation renders slower and slower
vibration (quieter mind).  Quieter mind vibrates more in line with
Love, more in line with the ability to perceive and listen in for
God within us, for the connection each of us has to God.

God IS love - ain, vibrating, thinking mind.


Numbers ARE language.

0 - all, everything, nothing, the unquantifiable, unnamable; zero is
the name of God - silence is the name of God.

1 - me, i Am.  Isness, Pulse, beat. Thinking mind. Ah - A.  Alpha.

2 - not me, you, thou, us, we, together, line, Circumpunct.
Derived God (Kether), holy father, father, thrust, agency, separation,
not 1 - other.  Vesica pisces on its end - B.  Bet.

3 - wave, triangle, mother, receiving, spiral, turn, moon, C.
Communion.  Notice the dot pattern:

4 - creation, tetragrammaton, coherence, thought, spin; D.
Notice the dot pattern:
			.   .
			.   .

5 - earth, as above, so below.  E
			   . . .

Thought IS creation IS numbers IS god IS love.

The crop circles are trying to show us the way.


Number = Name

Each one of us is a unique vibrational dynamic, a unique cymatic
resonance coherence.  If we could put our resonance in a number,
that number would represent us exactly.  Name and number are the

Ain = 0, nothing.  But from another perspective it is the first thing, 1. Un-nameable.
Soph = 1, everything, all of It as 1 thing.  Ah. Movement on the waters.
Oor = 2, thinking mind.  Bet.

(Side note:  In this sense there are 4 places of understanding God - God as 0, no form, omniscient and omnipresent and omnipotent and stillness.  God as 1 - I, me, Ab, father, the point from which thought can arise, the everything.  God as 2, Kether, coherent God, the conscious Creator (thinking mind).

Abrahadabra - I create as I think - can only be spoken from the stillness of 1.

That's why ceremonial magick works - that's WHEN ceremonial magick
works.  Form and action are vibrational in nature and help our minds
to cohere the felt-sense (emotive) vibration, which is an agent of
creation.  When the Form and action IS the vibrational dynamic, it
IS an act of creation.

Ceremonial magick is a ritual that, through the added vibrations of
its physicality, renders a thought form (Will) more coherently, thus
supports creation.  It can be great support for someone who is
having trouble rendering a coherence (coherent thought form) without
that level of focus.  Form can be more accurate / perfect than some
people's scattered thoughts.

This is why communication was started with us this way (crop circles
saying 0 1 etc) - because the ONLY way to communicate would be to
render this foundation first.  It's a mutual recognition of meaning.
The only way we could understand them at their operating level is to
find the language we inherently share.  It's a way to express
benevolence.  To say, "We too know God" - 0 - is to express our
gnosis thus to express our benevolent intentions.  You can't live
gnosis (direct experiencing of 0, 1) and be malevolent.  Malevolence
is a deriviative thing, it isn't 0, it isn't Ain.

Shapes (sacred geometry) IS the first language. It IS the language
of God.

Therefore it is the language inherently primal to all of us, in any
coherence level.

Name it = know its number = feel the vibration of it =
alchemy = naming.


Levitation (flight) is nothing more than cohering a thought in a
particular direction.


5 - God in creation, 1+4, as above so below, heaven and not-heaven,
Adam Kadmon, flesh, not 4 (in the same way 2 is not-1), celtic cross,
man's dominion over nature, king, sovereignty

6 - eden, star of david - m + f, union, communion, unity, community,
beauty, harmony.

7 - point inside community, man out of eden (away, separate from)

8 - in the geometry - infinity, toward and away, progression,
the serpent = curiosity, the desire for discovery, the desire to go
away so as to experience that then returns again, over and over.

9 - chakana, tree of life.

10 - as 0, but in another octave/dimension/iteration; man's return
to Grace,  realization of Self as God, Atman is Brahman.

11 - new beginning - 10+1,

12 - replication of community, reproduction, cycles
				. . . . .
				. . . . .

13 - (S)elf, community, nature; three generations of creation 1 + 3.
				.   .   .
				  .   .
				  .   .
				.   .   .

14 - (turn geometry from 9 so that this appears)
			.  .  .  .  .
			  .  .  .  .
			.  .  .  .  .

and so on.

All of Creation can be Known and seen in the star tetrahedron.


These are all related:  numbers - God - crop circles - Creation -
sacred geometry - cymatics - Love (the Love of God, of Creation) - language.


Here's an additional set of drawings I made in the hours
following the sit:

Ancient Lineage

The day after I posted this, I had a memory.  The content has been updated to reflect the fullness I now remember.

I met them in an airport once, only I didn’t realize it until later.

They were blonde, three of them. I thought they were mother, father and son. They had such kind eyes. I wanted to feel the love that boy must feel. I wanted to feel the calm stillness I felt in them. I remember thinking, “That’s what I want to be in – a loving, picture-perfect family.” Not like my family.  Not like the upheaval and pain of my family. They looked so peaceful, so happy.

They sat near me. They looked at me, directly at me. I looked back at them, a bit startled by the forward eye-contact. Their eyes were so, so blue.  They felt so quiet.  And they didn’t blink, they just kept looking at me, directly, softly, deeply.  I remarked to myself how quiet their energy felt next to my chaotic, fidgety energy.  I remember thinking, “This is what true, deep presence must feel like.”

“Travelling?” he said softly to me. I felt safe, because she was with him. But I felt something strange about her, as if she was summing me up, assessing me. “Yes,” I replied in my naivite’.

Then there was a gap of silence, the longest gap of silence. I wondered why they were still looking at me, wondered what they wanted. My mind raced to find something to talk about, but it all felt too trivial.

Then suddenly all of my thoughts fell silent. So silent, so still. I noticed my own stillness.  Soon I heard this in my head:

“Are you ready to go?”

“Go where?” My thoughts continued, “I have a flight soon.  I have family and friends and things I’m involved with here, I can’t just go.”

My thoughts started to race again.  “Wait.  Did I just make that up, that conversation in my head?  What is really happening?  No one said anything aloud.”  I felt confused, dazed.

Then in my mind I heard her voice, “See? She’s not ready yet.” She had not spoken a word, but I heard her.  I felt sad that her tone sounded a bit disdainful, disappointed maybe.

“No,” he said, “give her a moment. There’s still a chance.”

My mind reeled. I wondered if what I was experiencing was just a figment of my imagination.  My attention pointedly noticed the long gap of quiet in the actual spoken conversation. How strange! What was really happening?

Then I felt her inquiry break away from me. “No,” I heard her voice say in my head, “Ugh. You just want her because you like the way she looks. Like candy.  She’s not ready. Maybe when she’s 40. Or 45. Let’s go.”

Then they got up to leave, the two parents and their son. And they walked away. Confused, I wondered where they were going. Why had they come to sit here, only to get up and go away again? Why had they sat next to me?  Why had they spoken to me?  What a strange conversation that was. What just happened? Did I just make up the thoughts I heard in my head?

Then I remembered a detail I had not realized earlier. They had no luggage. Why would two adults with a child be in an airport in the boarding area if they had no luggage, no bags? Why would they be here if they weren’t travelling?

My mind continued to race.  Why had they come to sit next to me? What was I missing that lead her to say that I was not ready?

My gaze pursued them, off in the direction of their departure, but they were not there. They were just…gone.

I wondered for years what I had missed that lead her to say, “She’s not ready.” Only now I remember it all.

I also know a bit better now who I am.

It was not the last time I would have experiences like this.

Thank you Love!

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