This came during one of my sits (hesychia, meditation, journeying). If certain lines or words strike you as different than your thinking, to truly understand what is meant here please don’t just read it, feel it. For me this requires the growth pain of being able to see multiple perspectives (even apparently contrary ones) simultaneously. As they say in O.T.O., “this is blasphemous” (in the sense that when you cast love pearls before those who would quickly misinterpret and judge without truly understanding, it’s a waste). I too am swine, but I offer this forward in surrendered respect to my inner guidance which has told me to live my prayer (so to speak) more publicly instead of continuing to hide in my privacy. I offer this to you with devotion and with love. — Maya-G
I’ve added my drawing – which may help the text make sense – below the text.
These are all related: numbers - God - crop circles - Creation - sacred geometry - cymatics - Love (the Love of God, of Creation) - language. Numbers ARE creation. Ain, Thinking Mind (Kether, God), The Word of God - 0, 1, 2. Pulse 1 - circle. Pulse 2 - circumpunct, vesica pisces. Pulse 3 - wave (as we know it, spiral, spin. Pulse 4 - tetrahedron, creation in 3D 'reality' as we know it. Cymatics - at higher frequencies coherences of form become more complex and appear-ant (visible to our senses). With the correct frequency one can render a tetrahedron in the sand on the cymatics metal plate. With the correct combination of frequencies one can render the same shape as a Sunflower. Creation happens this way. The circle, double circle, triangle, tetrahedron, thought coheres this way. Then more frequency, then more form, coherence, light, atoms, etc. Creation is the product of sound (wave), the Word of God, vibrational dynamics. There is no difference between solid matter and thought. They are both made up of vibrational dynamics. The only difference between thought and solid matter is frequency. The only difference between Us and God is frequency. We are a coherent thought of God. -- This is how Will manifests into 'reality' - this is how alchemy happens. Frequencies cohere into form. (Practical example - a thought in one mind gets spoken - transmitted through sound vibration - into the mind of another - electronic pulses. As these memes (coherences) get vibration added to them in the form of action they take shape as 'reality'. Action is motion. All motion is combinations of vibration.) -- This is how Will manifests into 'reality' - this is how alchemy happens. Frequencies cohere into form. Emotive vibrations (frequencies) are more powerful than simple thought forms (vibrations, frequencies). Thus one can change reality with a (sufficiently powerful) coherent emotional thought. (However most thought is not disciplined or coherent, often it is self- contradictory. For example, "I am broke I want to experience easy abundant resources." This is a dual phrase with 2 directly opposing vibrations, so they cancel each other out.) -- Thoughts operate no differently than chemistry. You're literally imbuing a substance - our 3D dimension - with a coherent thought form. As you add one combination of vibrations to another combination of vibrations, chemical reactions occur. In the same way, if you introduce 2 chemicals, they will interact (their vibrational dynamics will imbue each other, thus creating a 'chemical reaction'.) Two hydrogen atoms together with one oxygen will, given the right heat and pressure (more kinds of vibration), combine to form another 'reality substance' - water. Reality which did not exist before suddenly is 'apparent' (appears, to our scale of perception). Creation IS chemistry. Numbers ARE reality, they directly describe the thinking mind of God and how this became matter, creation, reality as we perceive it. -- LOVE IS vibration, vibration is love. For each time you hear the word 'vibration', hear the word 'love', or each time you hear the word 'Love', hear the word 'Vibration'. We were created in Love. Love is vibration, we were a product of vibration, rendered into coherent form of vibration. We are made from love, made of love, made in Love. God "loves" us, literally. Vibration. He vibrations us into existence. Vibration that coheres into a specific form, a specific direction, is called 'Will'. In Genesis, God Wills us into existence. Desire, Do what thou wilt. Will. "Do what thou Wilt shall be the whole of the law; Love is the law." As above, so below. As an artist, as a hand of God, you create from your love, you Will things into creation. "Love is the law." Love (vibration) cohere's into Will. Will begets vibration (more Love) into form (Genesis - Eve was born of the rib of Adam). "Love is the law, Love under Will." Once Will is coherent, Love (vibration) can act in service to Will. And vice-versa. Will IS love. Will is a coherent vibration, Will generates (vibrates!) a vibration. Love, desire, Will. This vibration, commingled with other vibrations (thoughts, loves), coheres, spins. 3 is spin. 3 is a 2-dimentional representation of a 3 dimensional wave form, the spinning finger in the air representing the shape of a spring. That is 3. 4 IS the tetrahedron. 4 and tetrahedron are the same. Numbers are God are Creation are Reality. Numbers are a universal language with which we can communicate. 0 - Dark, stillness, nothingness. Ain. In this sense, 0=1. Everything and nothing. The un-name-able. God here means Ain, omnipresent, omniscient, omnipotent God of fullness and of formlessness. No mind. 1 - Circle. Everything as 1. Singular. Pulse, everything. Uni-Verse. One Song. One vibration. Frequency of 1. Solitary. Awareness of alone-ness. Holy spirit. First derivation of God as a coherence; The Thinker. The point from which thought can emanate. First primary pulse, the place from which thought can emerge. 2 - Circumpunct. Coherent aspect of 'God' (Kether) within and of Ain. I am that I am. 1 + 1 = 2; "I am the Alpha (first one, alone one) and the Omega (the Everything)." Rhythm. Will for other, for experience, for the eyeball to see itself. God here is Thinking Mind, conscious creating One within Everything. 3 - Triangle, thought (wave), vibration, other, something begotten of me but not me; if Ain = Holy Spirit, 3=Son, progeny. Light (wave). Emanation. 4 - Tetrahedron. Like dual cell division. 3 and 4 happen together, just like in a cell division. Adamantine particle. Coherence. 4 is the first time 3D takes form. Triangle is only 2D, a plane. 4 is tetrahedron, it is the 3D. 5 - forth dimension, star - star is the shape seen in 2D shadow when double tetrahedron is shown at a specific angle. 6 - hexagram, ... Crop circles (the ones validated with node elongation and electro- magnetic energy influences) started out as 0, 1, then as 2, then as 3 and 4. It's a language, it communicates awareness of Creation, of Love, of benevolence. God IS the numbers. Crop circles started out as sacred geometries literally representing Creation, literally showing us who we are and how we came to be. This is the basis of language. The language and the numbers and the concepts were all the same. (See also, Hebrew, gematria, numbers and letters are the same.) Numbers and sacred geometry and Creation ARE God (and products of God, and tools God uses, but also God itself). At our coherence, at our scale (combination of vibration) we could not render God because we are Of god, and have more vibrational coherence. To be capable of rendering God (vibrating as 0) we would BE God (vibration 0), thus cease to exist (in the form of experience we call 'reality'). But we can 'know of' God; meditation renders slower and slower vibration (quieter mind). Quieter mind vibrates more in line with Love, more in line with the ability to perceive and listen in for God within us, for the connection each of us has to God. God IS love - ain, vibrating, thinking mind. --- Numbers ARE language. 0 - all, everything, nothing, the unquantifiable, unnamable; zero is the name of God - silence is the name of God. 1 - me, i Am. Isness, Pulse, beat. Thinking mind. Ah - A. Alpha. 2 - not me, you, thou, us, we, together, line, Circumpunct. Derived God (Kether), holy father, father, thrust, agency, separation, not 1 - other. Vesica pisces on its end - B. Bet. 3 - wave, triangle, mother, receiving, spiral, turn, moon, C. Communion. Notice the dot pattern: . . . 4 - creation, tetragrammaton, coherence, thought, spin; D. Notice the dot pattern: . . . . 5 - earth, as above, so below. E . . . . . Thought IS creation IS numbers IS god IS love. The crop circles are trying to show us the way. --- Number = Name Each one of us is a unique vibrational dynamic, a unique cymatic resonance coherence. If we could put our resonance in a number, that number would represent us exactly. Name and number are the same. Ain = 0, nothing. But from another perspective it is the first thing, 1. Un-nameable. Soph = 1, everything, all of It as 1 thing. Ah. Movement on the waters. Oor = 2, thinking mind. Bet. (Side note: In this sense there are 4 places of understanding God - God as 0, no form, omniscient and omnipresent and omnipotent and stillness. God as 1 - I, me, Ab, father, the point from which thought can arise, the everything. God as 2, Kether, coherent God, the conscious Creator (thinking mind). Abrahadabra - I create as I think - can only be spoken from the stillness of 1. That's why ceremonial magick works - that's WHEN ceremonial magick works. Form and action are vibrational in nature and help our minds to cohere the felt-sense (emotive) vibration, which is an agent of creation. When the Form and action IS the vibrational dynamic, it IS an act of creation. Ceremonial magick is a ritual that, through the added vibrations of its physicality, renders a thought form (Will) more coherently, thus supports creation. It can be great support for someone who is having trouble rendering a coherence (coherent thought form) without that level of focus. Form can be more accurate / perfect than some people's scattered thoughts. This is why communication was started with us this way (crop circles saying 0 1 etc) - because the ONLY way to communicate would be to render this foundation first. It's a mutual recognition of meaning. The only way we could understand them at their operating level is to find the language we inherently share. It's a way to express benevolence. To say, "We too know God" - 0 - is to express our gnosis thus to express our benevolent intentions. You can't live gnosis (direct experiencing of 0, 1) and be malevolent. Malevolence is a deriviative thing, it isn't 0, it isn't Ain. Shapes (sacred geometry) IS the first language. It IS the language of God. Therefore it is the language inherently primal to all of us, in any coherence level. Name it = know its number = feel the vibration of it = alchemy = naming. ---- Levitation (flight) is nothing more than cohering a thought in a particular direction. ----- 5 - God in creation, 1+4, as above so below, heaven and not-heaven, Adam Kadmon, flesh, not 4 (in the same way 2 is not-1), celtic cross, man's dominion over nature, king, sovereignty 6 - eden, star of david - m + f, union, communion, unity, community, beauty, harmony. 7 - point inside community, man out of eden (away, separate from) 8 - in the geometry - infinity, toward and away, progression, .--.--. .--. .--.--. the serpent = curiosity, the desire for discovery, the desire to go away so as to experience that then returns again, over and over. 9 - chakana, tree of life. 10 - as 0, but in another octave/dimension/iteration; man's return to Grace, realization of Self as God, Atman is Brahman. 11 - new beginning - 10+1, 12 - replication of community, reproduction, cycles . . . . . . . . . . . . 13 - (S)elf, community, nature; three generations of creation 1 + 3. . . . . . . . . . . . . . 14 - (turn geometry from 9 so that this appears) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . and so on. All of Creation can be Known and seen in the star tetrahedron. --- These are all related: numbers - God - crop circles - Creation - sacred geometry - cymatics - Love (the Love of God, of Creation) - language. --- Here's an additional set of drawings I made in the hours following the sit: