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Seeing Go(o)d Everywhere

After more than 30 years of practice, I no longer subscribe to the narrative of evil. I only subscribe to the recognition of the many permutations of creation, the recognition that every creation is a cell in the body of Consciousness/Creation/God, all of it a “child” of “God”, and the recognition of the innocent and universal core values behind every expression of Creation/God, including the ones that appear tragic, or that I don’t like. Every permutation of Creation is a face/phase of love.

Its not that I don’t acknowledge horrors. It’s that I recognize that every pain I have is a pointer to my own core values trying to be attended to, and integrated, no different from a stomach that grumbles when it needs to be fed. I recognize that my core values are my Divine face of Love/Creation/God.

When I feel pain, I do five steps of release work and generative problem-solving:

1. Fully be with the voices of the pain, because the monkey mind voices are a gift, a clue trying to point out the underlying yearnings and core values  (and I listen to the grumbling also because what we resist persists, and spiritual perfectionism and spiritual bypass have never resolved anything for me)

2. Unpack the primary feelings and needs (core values) trying to be heard behind the monkey mind voices and pain body

3. Move my focus from the voices or narrative or the story / thoughts / beliefs, and toward the felt sense/rain dance of experiencing the core values already fed, fulfilled, as if already happened exactly as my heart wants it. I take as many breaths as I need to exhale the pain or grief or frustration or anger, and inhale the rain dance of the satisfied, restful experience of the core values already fed, already fulfilled, already as my heart wishes.

4. I repeat #3 until my emotional charge shifts to a 2 or less out of 10. When this is complete, there is nothing left except my expanded connection to my own core values (this unique moment’s face of Love)

5. With the clarity of the underlying yearning, and disentangled from any beliefs or blame, I make a simple, doable request of myself or others that would feed that yearning in 10 minutes, right now.  When in doubt, my request is to ask others what request they would ask for given the current needs on the table, and/or I ask Higher Self/Consciousness/God to guide me, or I ask myself to surrender and trust Grace. Or I just ask someone to sit beside me, or give me a hug.

With this practice, I see no evil, hear no evil, and I speak less evil. Every bit of Creation is an attempt at Love’s expression, sometimes bent tragically but innocently through the hands of those who do not have this particular practice, or the skill or resources to do it. I am more and more curious every day, and more and more able every day, to uncover the innocent core values behind phenomena that pain me.  When what pains me is a tragic act of nature, I am better and better every day at grieving without resistance, so that i can fluidly return to my rain dancing, core values and requests.

With this practice, I see Go(o)d everywhere, more and more every day, and am a more contributing cell in the Greater Body. With this practice I am more and more enjoying, even when I’m not enjoying. With this practice, I am better and better every day at connecting to Higher Self, the face of Love, that I Am.

I hope that sharing this out loud might serve you or someone else during a time of need.

With so much love, and blessings to you for the new year,

Maya

 

Collaboration Focus Wheels

If you are an Abraham-Hicks fan, I hope this video will support and the light you.

If you are not yet an Abraham-Hicks fan, I highly recommend it.

In this practice, I do a focus wheel to raise my vibration about collaboration with others.  For more information about focus wheels, you can contact me or subscribe to Tips for Sanity, I believe there is an article on it in there.  Enjoy!

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Part 2 –

Reading – Pronoia

Laughing with the Dark

One path to Divine Peace is the path of balance, moderation, The Middle Way.  This path is a dance with, not against opposites. Yin and yang, darkness and light, both / and; the practice resists nothing, because anything we seek to resist is a mirror of our own opportunities to increase our own self-awareness, freedom and Divine Self-expression.

Paradoxically, however, integrating the darkness can’t be done while we’re resisting it. To integrate the darkness is to face the paper tiger (and I assure you, the paper is thin), to plummet into the abyss so deeply that there’s nothing left but to laugh at the absurdity of it all. Dance the Sacred Theater of the horrible macabre that you fear, unresisted, for just 90 seconds, and watch how it melts and transforms.

If the individual can watch the shadow with pure observation, from the depths of darkness we rise like the Phoenix, enlightened of our significance, full of humility, surrender, compassion and an extraordinary sense of humor, able to move fluidly and matter-of-factly again into the ever-renewing Now.

Grow And Diffuse

I had a dream – it was Post Apocalypse. Few of us were left. People were talking about preventing starvation by gathering supplies from what was left. I told them that gathering remnant supplies was insufficient, soon we will run out of supplies to gather. We need to think about replenishing supplies. We need to plan to grow sufficient crops to feed our people, repicably, year after year.

But then it became clear that no one in our group knows how to grow food. I tell them life is resilient. I tell them we need to find seeds and plant them. I tell them we need to find food already growing in the earth. Finally everyone is on board, and the group disperses.

Then I was walking the perimeter of our camp, and I found explosive charges in the ground. Some were inert, already detonated, but some were still live charges. Very dangerous, these could kill people. I set about attempting to safely detonate the charges, one by one. It occurred to me that while human beings exist, there will always be someone making bombs, planting charges, that could explode in dangerous moments. Growing food is not enough. There also needs to be a cultural process for defusing charges before people get violent or get killed. Both are necessary in order to sustain a healthy population.

(Charges does not only refer to physical explosive devices. The word “charge” is also used to describe emotional states, as in, “It’s an emotionally charged subject.” The dream clearly points to addressing the aspect of human nature that innocently (and sometimes not so innocently) generates charges against other, charged subjects and charged situations.

At the end of the dream, someone else joined me. I was asked why I was doing this, if most vital thing to do now is to grow food. I replied, “what is the value of sustaining our population if we wind up getting our legs blown off by live charges anyway?” I explained that this function (diffusing the charges) is also necessary if we don’t want to blow ourselves up just walking around in our day-to-day life. I said that if there is no process among our individuals to diffuse charges, soon there are no safe places to walk without getting blown up.

I then taught the other how to safely diffuse the charges with me, and the two of us set about to our work.

Incidentally, I believe the best practice here is culturally practiced needs-conscious empathy for self, needs-consciousness empathy for other, and mediation based in needs consciousness and restorative justice.

The Fourth Eye 4th Eye Forth I

I may add to this post later.

From here, from The Fourth Eye:

  • Eye appreciates the value of things and people, even if I don’t personally like them
  • Eye integrates values.
  • Eye experiences paradoxes abundant.  Ouroboros.  To bend spacetime and matter, integrate apparent opposites.  Integrate opposites and magic appears.
  • Eye am not the Identity, It is a mechanical, cymatic whirlpool on the face of Omnipresent undulating Ocean, a more or less muddy puppet window through which The Light may shine more or less directly.
  • Eye perceives – It’s All A Lie.  And It’s All True.  It’s All Good.  It’s All Horrific. All of reality is both, only the locals can’t see both.  Eye is not only local.
  • Eye sees from the personal puppet coherence, eye also sees the Fabric of Great Order – the repetition of universal patterns, the creation then tension then resolution of Nature’s rhythmic beat.
  • Eye perceives the holographic universe, turtles all the way up and down. As above, so below.  Eye perceives the face of The Divine in each Whirlpool chanting the song of Source.
  • Eye then also senses local cymatic coherence (whirlpool) in the ever-undulating Ocean of The Fabric of Nature.
  • Eye gets Eye is of Nature. Eye is also Nature, just as Whirpool in the ocean remains, nonetheless, Ocean.  The dance of Yin Yang is local I and Whirlpool Eye and Ocean Eye.
  • Eye feels awe, daily, frequently each day.  Eye also grieves and mourns.
  • Eye has no objection to the darkness, even when I don’t like it. It Is. Eye dances in the rain, and enjoys when I’m pissed about raining.
  • Eye finds happy by being happy. Eye is a raindancer.
  • Seeing the fullness, Eye experiences distance.  Eye don’t care, It All Just Is. And it’s beautiful. And it’s tragic and disgusting. It All Just Is. What precious triviality. What enormous fullness in the absolutely minuscule of being.
  • Eye hears, and communicates, in plural parallel meaning.
  • Eye believes in Nothing.
  • Eye urges to Nature (yes, the verb).  As Nature.
  • Eye generates. Eye allows necrotic flesh to atrophy.  Eye destroys only if it’s ecstatically essence-ial and accurate, but not as a generative act.
  • Eye tingles at the language of the wind, hears the whispers of the mountain and tree, tastes the music of time’s orchestra. As with all of Nature, Time too is alive.
  • Eye bends the spacetime Matrix this way: to be there, Be There. 5D to 4D to 3D, Nature Rises. Abrahadabra. I feelthink therefore I Am. The science of deliberate creation. Travel remote viewing. The ouroboros. Integrate polarities until the paradox appears and viola, the door opens.
  • When am I not myself.  Eye forgets to remember.

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When am I not myself?

I am now not that I was


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